you can’t keep beating things with sticks
over and over
hoping for change
hope does not float
just hold an inauguration
a lavish moment all to yourself
perhaps in a quiet kitchen
with cupcakes
red velvet or something
and music softly in the background
stitching your side
or in a late model minivan
rolling towards suburbia
with a single cigarette you
bummed from the neighbor
sparking flashbulb memories
take a moment to make the oath
address the wind
the world
the neighborhood
as you drive by
screaming
pushing into the night
letting everyone and no one know that you are now
the captain of your own future
you are the president of your own fears
we are all going to die
fall down and die
lay me down to sleep
but let’s live like tiny children
who don’t yet know that horror
let’s live like lords of the brand new day
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